This is one of my more controversial poems. It allows me to both irritate and touch an emotion and lay it down while the listener is left wondering whether to be offended or reminded how often we live up to the stereotype.

The message behind Awaking is 'truth knows no colour' and that a lot of hurts, abuses and dysfunctional problems lay within the person because of the social problems of their communities. It is as important to look at community and self in a realistic way as it is to separate the community mentality from the ghetto.

To take my community, Chapeltown the community and Chapeltown the ghetto are on opposite sides, even though they share so much.

The ghetto is a mentality of blues, crack, smack, prostitution, addiction, laugh, lust, poverty and violence. The community is made up of people of all ages and all 'races' working and striving to put something back into the lives of those they live with. It is made up of youth workers, single mothers, Miss Caribbean Sunset, carnival, black history events, coffee mornings, women days, black male forums... to name a few.

For me the reality of coping with both sides is to wake up, get back to my root mentally so I can find the confidence to listen to truth/good.